Anyone else having a super hard time handling work, and trying to juggle life at the same time ? this is a long post , but thank you if you read it all.

32 weeks pregnant, married, raising a 3 year old (practically on my own because my husband works out of town M-F) And just having the hardest time trying to get myself to work, I have a 6am-2:30pm job that's 40 hours a week and I have been calling in so much pretty much this entire pregnancy. I don't know how they haven't let me go yet, and the only reason im staying is because if I leave I lose health insurance, my husband needs to find out for sure, but he is positive I can't join his plan at work until open enrollment in January, I tried applying for state help today but doubt we will get it because my husband probably makes too much. I can't deal though, I have missed work due to my daughter to being sick or from me having a harder time this pregnancy, my body hurts so much more and I'm just so over it that sometimes will just call in to stay home. I know I sound like a lazy pile of crap and I'm really not! I would love my job if I wasn't pregnant lol but the constant sitting 8 hours a day is killing my body and it doesn't help that I have no one to talk to there, they suck at helping newer people like me and training properly. I just can't find it in me to keep working, and it's not far to my company at all. And I'm also taking depression/anxiety meds and I still feel this way?! Like what's wrong with me ?! When I was pregnant with my daughter I was up at 5am traveling an hour away for school and then making back in town for work at 5pm and would work 3-5 days a week and I handled that so much easier. Why is is harder now? Please no shaming, I already feel so low and sad about this but literally have nothing else in me to give to working. I'm sorry for the rant, I just needed to vent and see if I'm the only one out there. Again, thank you for reading.