PPD rant

Moms that struggle with PPD including myself. I know sometimes it’s hard and we cry, scream and were sad and happy. WE ARE GOING TO GET THROUGH IT 🤞🏻👏🏻♥️ Some days I don’t want to be bothered but then I get this little hand that reaches out for my nose 🤣 or a kick to my leg ! & I look at him and cry because I feel like I have failed him because he doesn’t know how much of a wonderful women I truly am! How caring, loving, hard working, stress free, always smiling even when the sun don’t shine, fun, outgoing person. I try my best to love him, care for him, and just be a great mom that I always wanted to be. Then I get sad and cry because he deserves the best, and sometimes I don’t feel like I’m giving him my best. I don’t eat, I don’t get up and get dressed at least to help me feel a little better. My son watches me as I’m a big rain cloud, rather than a ray of sunshine. I feel like I’ve disappointed him and myself. But I’m trying as much as I can to be great again... I take it Day by day ♥️

I love my son ♥️