Something really weird happened.. I was drinking and watching Sand Lot with one of my friends, and once I realized I was at my limit for drinking, I told him I was done. He laughed and said "Well I'm not, so you have to keep up with me" and put the bottle of vodka back in front of me, in which I felt I had to continue drinking, but later I noticed he had stopped drinking and I was feeling tired. We were watching the movie on my laptop, and he had gotten up to move it to my desk and then was back to fuck me. I only barely remember having sex the first time, before I couldn't keep myself awake any longer. I was at my dorm, and I can't have visitors past 2am, so he woke me up to get him checked out. The next day he was laughing randomly and so I asked him why he was laughing, and he told me "last night you literally fell asleep during sex and we went on like 4 more times" and since he was laughing abt it I honestly didn't think much of it, until later on that night when he had gone home again. He was talking abt it like a we-thing, but I was apparently asleep, so how is that a we?? That's you and a body. And I brought it up to one of my close friends bc I couldn't figure it out.. or more so, I didn't want to.. He told me that I needed to report him bc I was raped.. and if I'm honest, it wasn't the first time, I have been victim to this shit and sexual assault since I was 6 years old. And I've never had the guts to come forth about any of it.. and I still don't, this is the closest I'm able to bring myself to share.. and it's terrifying, I feel like he'll find out I even shared this and freak the fuck out.