Went for our first prenatal appointment today. Doctor said I'm either much earlier than we thought or it's a blighted ovum. Most likely a blighted ovum based on all the dates. I feel angry, and sad. I feel stupid for getting excited. We were going to tell family next week when they're in town and instead I'll most likely be in the middle of a miscarriage. I feel like a bad wife because I know my husband is trying to deal with this too but I can't even try to comfort him. He keeps telling me it's going to be fine. But I'm not fine. I don't feel fine. I feel selfish for all the times I thought maybe we weren't quite ready. I know it doesn't work this way but I feel like I jinxed this somehow. Waiting for blood work to come back tomorrow but I'm not feeling very hopeful. Don't really know how I'm supposed to keep going and do all the things I'm supposed to be doing the next few days. Just want to lie in bed all day.