I might be Crazy.

Anyone else not sure if they right or wrong anymore in arguments? Posting for the 1st time here very nervous someone I know sees this and Im posting anonymously. 😓 I get anxiety about stuff like this allot. 😤Thing is Im not sure if Im going trough bad times or if Im just feeling sorry for myself. I cant even give examples at the moment because I can never remember one. Its like I have learned to block it out. I have been in arelationship for 8 years now and have told ppl how I feel sometimes but worried they just taking my side coz thdy worried they might hurt my feelings or something. Im suspecting my BF is narcissistic and sometimes i even think he hates women. He is a good guy most days and extremely clever. I just dont know anymore. Sorry for the long post.