I need help please!!!

Sam

I liked this guy Anthony and now I like his best friend Connor. But like Connor knows that I like/liked Anthony. And they are like both really nice, sweet and funny but Anthony is shorter than me and Connor is taller than me. And Anthony goes to a different school than me now but Connor still goes to the same one as me. I don’t know what to do. I really want to tell Connor how I feel about him but I feel like he would not feel the same or like be rude about it or think I was joking. And they are both popular and I’m like not so....... can someone please give me some advice on what to do. I really want to tell them how I feel but idk.