Uncontrollable fear of Stillbirth

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Ever since I got 30 weeks with my son I keep having dreams of losing him so close to the end. I've had 2 MC's and now that I'm so close I feel like I'm losing my mind to the idea I will never have him. I havent even started setting up the nursery and I've only bought a few outfits. 😞 Anyone else have this fear?