With this rainbow baby this will make three...I my daughter is 13 , my son who I lost would of been a yrs last August...So I'm hoping third times the charm lol ...Im so excited that I'm blessed to be able to carry life, but

Im also nervous being im more up in age then i was with my first (which was a breeze) i keep thinking when I go for my appointment something will go wrong...So I'm trying my best to stay positive. I find myself not wanting to say it out loud being I'll break out crying. What do you all do to deal with it?...