Boys are trash

Hello guys I’m georgina, so me and my ex were together just over a year so not that long, however a few weeks back when I was on holiday he rang me saying ‘ahhh my ex girlfriend just tried saying I kissed her’ (he was out clubbing) which I don’t mind because I had trust for him. I believed him when he said I never went near her like that I just said we would be friends (yes friends with an ex) I let it go but he started acting distant after it, I tried my hardest but I broke one day because he pushed me to the age so I basically said everything on my mind... he come back with abuse and started calling me a slag and a waste of space. I was hurting but I blamed it on me and I was the one apologising? Just yesterday he hadnt spoke to me all day, so as a girlfriend would do I rang him he answered and it was fine but I knew something wasn’t right... so we spoke and decided to end things on good terms which I wanted because the whole relationship was toxic as fuck. He said it hurts for me to go I agreed, he then said he’s always there for me (the bullshit everyone bitch of a boy makes). He kept saying he’d love me and he missed me, I also forgot that about a month before all this he broke up with me because of some bullshit excuse of ‘I need space babe this isn’t easy at all for me’ I let it go and obvs let him in my life again. So back to yesterday’s break up again. I was so upset, I felt broken It felt like I had something in the top of my throat you know them ones🙁but I later on found out that he was speaking to his ex straight away so I pulled him up on it and seen that he had commented on her posts from weeks back when I was with him. I can’t even explain what I was feeling it was vile. He then blocked me because I found out he cheated on me all that time.

Sorry about the long story, I had to get it off my chest because my mates are pretty shit and only have time for themselves💗