Toxic relationship

This relationship is toxic as f. Cursing, physical fighting & much more almost every week!!! We can never have a good week. I want to know how to just get up & leave for good. No contact no going back or anything. This man brings me out of character and brings out the WORST in me. A part of me I never seen before. A part of me that I hate!!! He makes me crazy. Today he called me a bitch & threw my wallet out the car so I punched him in the face and threw a drink at him then later on we was back on the subject we were fighting we were just going crazy at each other because he didn’t apologize so I was upset & I cried. He was pulling me and my shirt and I did the same to him and he got me so mad cause he kept pulling me hard I choked him and almost ripped his shirt and his neck was bleeding cause of my nail. That was a accident. He took my phone & locked himself in the bathroom and I had to go he wouldn’t give me my phone he was going through it and I asked him 5 times before I threw his iPad and it shattered as well as his game. Not the system but the controller. He had a step cousin home so he said I’m embarrassing and I honestly didn’t care because he did as much as me. He broke my chain which was 300+ and took back a bracelet he gave me. I threw the 2 charms. I bought them but he picked it up and Is selling it on Snapchat along with the bracelet 🌚. I didn’t take the stuff I gave him cause idc for it It would’ve went in the trash. But he was tugging on my shirt it was just a fucking mess! He tried to kick me out of the car after calling me a bitch but I said no that’s why he threw my wallet. He called me a bitch because I wasn’t in the mood and I was silent so he started screaming at me and called me bitch multiple times. Then he said he was thinking about apologizing but didn’t because I punched him after throwing my wallet. Anyway it was just a fucking mess & i was so calm at first. I started off by saying how can you tell me u love so much but yet you always disrespect me & you threw my shit outside!! That crossed the fucking line. I didn’t mean to punch him but that was just my reaction because he did this in front of people everyone was watching I was embarrassed and he took my fucking belongings with my money & id in it & wouldn’t pick it up. I was so frustrated cause this relationship has been nothing but FIGHTS. When we’re good we’re perfect but for the most part I really can’t even fucking do this shit

-We dont live together btw