I decided to finally leave and file.

I have been in a somewhat toxic relationship with my husband. He has many secrets. He has done so much hurt in the relationship. He had cheated in the very beginning that I found out after we got married. I'm so angry at myself for staying this long. He has taking advantage of me, constantly talking to other women, refuses counseling has a spending problem. Theres so much more. He hid 40grand in credit card debt. He keeps buying things. When things were good hed tell me we can finally start trying. I'd let him know when I'd ovulate then he would ghost me and ignore me all day. He always denys my advances. I was so fit and healthy when we first married. two years later in 20lbs overweight and so unhappy. He threatens me if I try to say I'm leaving. saying he will do whatever to make me look bad. I'm so broken.