I have a boyfriend but think I'm into girls...

Soo...i have a boyfriend of 4 years (im 20) i love him to deathhhhhhhh forever my babby, BUT I'm confused :/ besides my boyfriend, i really don't find guys attractive 😳 i used too...but over the years i lost interest in guys other than my boyfriend.

I've always liked girls too, for as long as i can remember. I made out with a girl for the first time when i was 14, she asked me if she could "practice for her boyfriend" on me....we both ended up watching porn together. Second time was when i was 16, this time we had full blown sex, 69, everything.

I literally can only get off to lesbian porn, i always catch myself checking girls out. And TBH i straight up day dream about fucking girls....lol when i get horny all i think about is having a girl, sucking her tits all the way down..... UGH!! I'm so confused, am i Bi or fully lesbian?😂😭 Like i said i love my boyfriend, I'm sexually attracted to him, but i just have this passion for girls unlike anything else.

He said he's fine with me hooking up with a girl, as long as we're safe and i can trust her, which is understandable.

I guess I'm kinda looking for a "best friend" that i can get freaky with?? I have no other girl friends, i just wanna chat and have a nice comfortable open friendship that isn't awkward!

Not a friend, not a girlfriend, but somewhere peaceful in the middle. (Again my boyfriend said go for it)

Now I'm just ranting...lol but i just crave a girl to take control of me🤤 i have little exposure to lesbian encounters, but i want a dominant girl😭 tell me what to do, take control, ugh! So many fantasies i want to live out