Yesterday I Went To The Doctor Excited And Left About In Tears . When I Got There I Waited In The Lobby For Almost 3 Hours And When I Finally Went Back My Doctor Was Very Rude . It Was Our First Visit Together And He Came In Turned The Monitor On And Looked Around For My Baby So I Asked How Big She Was , He Wouldn't Tell Me . Annoyed But Still Excited I Asked If I Could Hear Her Heartbeat And He Shouted Out I Can't Find A Heartbeat . My Heart Stopped And I Became Uneasy As He Said It 4 More Times Now I'm Almost In Tears And He Turns The Monitor Off . I Ask Him If He Found A Heartbeat And He Told Me To Wait . He Asked When My Next Appointment Was And The Nurse Told Him He Made My Appointments . He Walked Out The Room And Never Came Back . As My Nurse Was Walking Out I Grabbed Her Arm And Asked If They Ever Found A Heartbeat And She Looked At The Paper And Said Yes . I Let The Biggest Sigh Of Relief , She Told Me My Doctor Could Be A Jerk Sometimes. I Will Be Looking For A New Doctor Monday Morning.( BTW I'm 35w4d)