His hearing is on Tuesday...

So I reported my rape a year ago and it’s just now getting wrapped up.(thankfully) They questioned him and he’s now in juvenile detention until Tuesday. His hearing is Tuesday and I’m not sure if I should go. I’m scared. My mom and brother are going and idk if the other girl he raped is going but I was told it’s a empowering feeling but also a very very difficult thing to experience. Can someone pls help me that has experience something like this.any advice or some help to build the confidence and courage to go I have overwhelming feelings at the moment and am very confused and lost .