Me and my like best mate (who is a guy) are like really close but I think we’re past the point of a friendship but not in a relationship. Last night I was home alone and he came over. We didn’t go to sleep but we were messing around and I’ve liked him for ages and we once had this thing one night but we never speak about it. I felt like we were about to have a moment together and I ruined it and now I feel really insecure and stupid. Is it normal to feel like this?