So i found out the gender today

Catie • 👶🏻💖 Baby girl coming April 2019

So i found out the gender of the baby today. My heart was set on a boy. I feel like such a bad person for being this heartbroken that it’s a girl. I hope there’s someone out there that feels or felt this too. I just wanna know I’m not worlds worst mother for being so disappointed. This is my first pregnancy and i have raised my step daughter, but this time i just wanted a boy so bad. I’m crushed ☹️☹️☹️☹️I’m the worst mom.