Hey guys I need your help, here’s my story. I’ve been with my boyfriend, now fiancé for 5 years. At first our sex life was great, but it was the thrill of sneaking around to do it( I lived with my parents) now for 3 years I have no sexual desire to do anything with him. No matter what he does, don’t get me wrong I love him so much, but when it comes to sex I want nothing to do with it. My mom had a hormonal imbalance cause her to have the same thing when she was my age. But my doctor said mine are “ in the normal range”. I feel terrible because he tries so hard, and is very understanding but I literally do not get “wet” with him, I don’t even get turned on. I would honestly rather play with myself, then do it with him. I’ve had friends say it’s because I do not orgasm whenever we have sex. I might get in the mood maybe twice a month, ( in the middle of the night I might add). I really don’t know what to do, I don’t understand why he wants to marry me, when my body has problems to it. It’s not that he isn’t attractive either, he is. I look at him and think gosh I’m so lucky. But when it comes to having sex or anything, I do it to literally help him out. It doesn’t benefit me in any way... why am I like this.. I’m sick of feeling like I’m broken.