I guess I need to rant. I always wanted two kids. But just kinda told myself I didn’t because I didn’t want to get my hopes up to be crushed until my husband suggested we try for a baby. ( he always wanted two boys) Then he was but wouldn’t admit what he was doing. Then finally after stupid stupid arguments of just getting him to admit that he was in fact actively trying we got ovulation test and we managed to conceive that month. My child is now almost two and I have had baby fever for months but every time I even mention having a baby or another one we get into an argument. ( since our son was born, I’d like to add our child is perfect never has cried a lot, slept through the night since day one ) I want another child he now doesn’t at all as time goes on he’s still saying a firm no. I wanted my kids to be close in age and be. Bestfriends. I want that some what big family , but I feel like I constantly have to give up things I want to make him happy. I know if I never have another child I’ll end up resenting him. (There’s no convincing him, it’s his way or no way with him lol)