Vent..

Does anyone else just get so tired and angry about having to fight depression? I’m pissed off. I’m tired of trying new medication every month. This last summer I almost lost a friend because of my depression. What kind of friend gets pissed off for me being distant?!? I’m angry about so many things. Why can’t I get out of bed why is it so hard to be around people. Why do I have to pretend to be okay. Why do people expect me to be happy all the time and the moment I’m not they get pissed off and make it feel like my fault? I’m so sick of people not being there and saying they will be there and then just won’t be...