I need of encouraging words or prayers pls..

so I have my 20 week apt on Friday ..the 3 year anniversary of when they took my daddy off life support..and I would say im already a single parent . this is my rainbow baby yet im scared n I come from a family of strong single mothers /women n they tell me I can do this . and idont need aman iknow they are right but dam myheart hurts lately cuz inever thought id b where imat prego with no man or whatever loving myass and I really just need my daddy back to put me n check lol n ijust miss him somuch/,: my mom gets upset with me when im sad over my ex-freind/homie now bbydad but icant help it smh since ive been preg were not freinds anymore n its dif ..hes mean tome ? :( but ughh I got this right ?? tryna stay positive but I feel alone n heartbroken alil.. im watching this show called smilf n its pretty funny . laying with my lildoggy cuz this foo the only real 1 onmy team besides baby lol he know when im sad im sorry ijust had to let this out to someone anyone gn ladies xoxo..ngodbless