So from yesterday to today... We had sat down and talked about.... Some things.... And now he's getting ready to go out of town for work..... No I'm not stoked about.. no I am not completely on board. Yes it's good money... But damn it all.. I don't know how to feel about this... I want him to do what he thinks he needs to do to get right and stay straight.. but at the same time I'm so fearful of the money and the time away and the trust issues.. yes I'm pittiful... I am just ughhhh...