Sad..

I just wanna went its currently 5:55 am in morning and I still haven’t slept yet.. I’m 18 and going to community college living at home .. I hate home but don’t have enough money to live by myself , my mom was born in the 80s so they think it’s ok to smoke in our pretty small house and yes I already tried talking to them ... they don’t listen or will fight she also has an alcohol problem . My lungs are fine according to the doctors for right now , I’m so depressed. :(