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So last night my boyfriend called me into the kitchen while making dinner and says he needs to talk.. so I'm already scared to death as to what he's gonna say. He's been having a rough time here lately with everything going on in his personal life/work & back home (Missouri, we're currently living in my home in Ohio) he says he'd like to start saving up some money to fix my home up because we're remodeling it at the time. He has a shit ton of property back in Missouri and said by this time next year he'd like to be moved completely back out there again. Flashback to July of this year out of no where I found if I was pregnant and we were SO SO EXCITED but had a miscarriage and it was the most HEARTBREAKING thing I've ever been through. He was there 110% of the time I was going through this and the day we found out I lost it it felt like everything was crumbling down.He told me last night the reason as to why he doesn't want to try just yet is because he wants to be more financially stable but more importantly he wants to move back, build a home, get married and have a little stinker with me. Ya'll my heart hasn't been this full in a while. I'm like on cloud nine right now because he's the type of guy that isn't that much into talking lovey-Dovey like this & for it to be out of the blue like this made it so much better. I know many people might think this is dumb but it made me so happy him just coming out and saying all this last night. I seriously love this man to pieces