Should I be excited or terrified?

I just made my 1st appt to see our fertility specialist!!!! I see him on nov 6th.. so not too far away & I can’t contain my excitement 😆😁.. I’m am really hoping this works!! I know stories are all over the board and I post on here a lot ! Mainly because most ppl (even my husband) are kinda tired of me “baby talking”.... I don’t know what to expect on a first visit? It’s all new territory so if anyone has any advice or anything that would help, after mmc in sept I know it’s really rushing things but we don’t have much time and at this point our ins covers 4 rounds of IVF and for that I’m soooo grateful because I know it wasn’t even an option before we had this ins... I think my husband is having trouble feeling as if why would we need help? But we obviously do so?? Idk I’ll

Keep u updated this is gonna be the start of a loooonnggg journey