Looking for Single Moms with Love stories after baby’s father

I’m looking for HOPE..That there is a man out there I can trust one day that won’t hurt me and cheat, use me etc. that will marry me, and do everything to love me.Please tell me some stories of how your life turned out so much better it would really help... my son is 6 months and his father decided he’s “not ready for a family, to be home every night, wants to do his own thing” his own words but he still “loves me so much” lol I need hope or ima fall apart!! Me and my 6 month old !