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I miscarried back in June and i am now 13 weeks pregnant. I don’t feel pregnant at all which makes this 10x worse I’m just not connecting to my pregnancy and it’s extremely sad for me because this is all I’ve wanted but i feel like I’m just too afraid of having another loss. I don’t have any symptoms, i don’t feel kicks we haven’t seen movement, haven’t heard heartbeat, nothing. 2 ultrasounds both everything looked great and dr says i am perfectly healthy. I’m just constantly paranoid & feel like I’m not pregnant. I wish i could just go see her on ultrasound again but i won’t have another until 20 weeks. 😩