When your spouse is in the military it can really suck.. We are so far from family that big events are hard to plan.. We got married in a court house, with my first I didn't get a baby shower amd with this one I didnt get one either. All of that I can live with. But yesterday I found out NO family will be here for her birth. My mom wasnt even going to tell me her work wouldnt let her.. I had to ask. My sister has a good excuse, she just found out that shes having twins and is high risk so she cant really travel though she wants to. My dad and stepmom are going on a large vacation in December so they cant take the time off in November. My husband's parents are coming up in Christmas and my MIL and her boyfriend are going to wait until June (when she's 7 months old!!).

I'm really frustrated honestly and super sad. I'm trying to be strong but its really hard most days. I don't know who is going to watch my 2 year old, im afraid I'm going to have to have my baby alone so my husbamd can watch her.. I'm just so sad 😭😓