I try to be positive but it’s been a while and still no baby. Sex is a chore. My husbands sex drive is low. I have hashimotos and hormonal imbalance. Husband won’t get checked himself. Starting to doubt him and God. Everyone around me is pregnant. I’m the only one in my family yet to have a child. There’s pressure all around us. It’s brought us closer but also puts strain on our marriage too. I just feel hopeless. I’m just done trying. I never thought I’d be one to fall into that category of having to try so hard. It’s unfair how many fall pregnant accidentally or irresponsibly and not even planning or wanting it. I feel like maybe it’s not meant to be for us. Im done. I give up.