I am 24 weeks with my third baby and still haven't got my energy back! I could easily stay in bed all day and sleep. We live in Oregon and fall is in full swing, colder weather and rain. I've been told just the weather change and that I am probably an empath.

I've had my iron checked and its "low for me" but still well above normal.

Just last week, I cried for 3 days straight. I cried about the laundry pile I hadn't got to, about yelling at my kids for not picking up, for finding a single dirty dish after I turned on the dishwasher, for not wanting to have aex with my hubby. Every little things had be sobbing and feeling like a failure!

Has anyone had antepartum depression?!

I don't want to bring it up to my OB and be instantly medicated for it. Am I being dramatic? I don't want to be depressed or use it to get attention. I'm a happy person and I just want my best self back!

We planned this baby but our living situation had changed and I always pictured only having two kids. It took my hubby nearly 3 years to be ready and I'd kinda accepted that I'd just have baby fever until I didn't and we'd always have two. I always thought we'd be more put together if we ever had another baby and I've NEVER felt like this and I hate it. I know this is our last baby and u wanted to enjoy this pregnancy fully.

This is my growing family 💕