OH is finally getting effected by how long it's taking

So more and my partner have been ttc baby no 3 (his second my third) for 18 months , we've had all the investigations and found out his sperm likes to zig zag rather than swim straight. For months and months it's been me devastated every time my period came and then last night I think it finally hit him . He actually got upset over it blamed himself etc.

Part of me is glad he's finally seeing that it's not all a big joke but then the other part of me hates him feeling crap over it 😣 I mean him showing emotion takes a lot but I guess I didn't want him to feel like super rubbish about it.

This post has zero point tbh