Intimacy After Miscarriage

My SO and I were intimate last night for the first time since losing our baby at 9 weeks. I am completely healed physically, but emotionally- not so much. I sobbed for about an hour afterwards. It is still very much an open wound, and knowing I don’t have our baby inside of me anymore hit me hard. Intimacy was so special while being pregnant. Did anyone struggle with this after having a miscarriage?