Yeah ...idk!?

Í have serious trust issues !! Specially about what people say about my body ! If they say you have a nice body or your hot ! Cause when I loook in the mirror the only thing I see is a fat disgusting girl .... and I hate that ! And this boy who has a great body/personality and everything ! I like him so much but I’m so scared that he’s just saying this to me to make me feel better and then “use” me and then leave me with a “broken heart”

I’m probably overthinking this !??!