Can this month just be over

This month has already sucked out the ass 1st I lose my job, 2nd my fiancé accidentally gives me genital herpes with his cold sore and was diagnosed this morning and then today I find out my sister in law and brother are pregnant after going on clomid for three months. Don’t get me wrong I am excited and love being an aunt but why them! I did clomid for 5 round and nothing, been trying for a baby for 3 years and nothing. I just want everything in my life to work out and be able to have our happy family started as well. Alright rant over please no judgmental comments I don’t think I can handle anything more at this point.