Help me get through this 🤯

So after trying for a year on our own my regular gyn referred me to a fertility doctor. Fast forward a month and a half later after normal sperm test for my husband, and the doc thinking I wasn’t ovulating he gave be 100mg of clomid (which I responded super well too 8 total follicles) they have me the trigger shot which I took 2 weeks ago we’ve been BD’ing all over the place and he told me if no AF by November 6th (tomorrow) to take a pregnancy test with hopefully good news and to call him with whatever the result was. So here I sit knowing I have to pee on that stick in the morning it’s ALL I can think about. At the moment I don’t feel any different (had some mild cramping 8 days after trigger and very mild nipple tenderness) but how do you ladies stay positive?! I’m fully expecting a negative result in the morning but not gonna lie my hopes are trying to creep in! I know it’s not likely it’ll work 1st cycle but if that test is negative in the morning I will be DEVASTATED I’ve taken the meds, vitamins, shots. This journey is SO emotional 😭