Disgusted??? by sex. Me and my fiance haven’t done it in two months

Kaya

So about two months ago, I dont know what happened. All of a sudden I just hated the idea of being close an intimate with anyone, especially my fiance. Whenever he gets close to me i feel suffocated. I love him so much and wish I can show my love for him but every time i force myself to do it I end up in tears. I feel disgusted being touched in that way 😖i’m only 21 years old I dont understand whats wrong with me