Life secret

Two months ago my dad was diagnosed with leukemia. A week ago I said goodbye to him. I turned 16 while he was going through chemo. I believe I will see him again and that gives me hope. But I just want him back now. I want him to be there for my first date! I want him to see me play varsity volleyball or even see me graduate! I just feel so robbed of life. I hate how this all had to happen!