I lost this baby and I had 2 other losses .. I had 4 pregnancy total and only one made it ! That’s 3 out of 4 odds for me to miscarry !!! I am terrified to be pregnant it has been nothing but a heartache since the beginning and the worst is that a family is all I ever want .. I did everything in my power to be healthy and take care of every single pregnancy and it ends this way. ! I know many pregnant girls who do a lot of stuff they are not supposed to to yet they go on to have healthy babies so freaking unfair!!!