Wtf!?

So I went to the emergency room due to having contractions consistently about 3 weeks ago and was dilated to 1 1/2 cm. Then I went to my appointment last week and my doctor told me I was only 1/2. Then today she told me I am completely closed and still thick, but baby is very low. I literally cried on the room and she just kept telling me what could help the pain. I wanted to curse her out so bad and be like “IVE TRIED ALL THAT DUMB SHIT!” It doesn’t work obviously 🙄.

I’m so damn frustrated. Like how did I make progress and then go back!? I know my c-section is in 3 weeks and 4 days but that really just blew me and I’m irritated 😣