Miscarriage

In January I had a miscarriage ever since then I have been depressed and angry. Every month that I start my period I have flashbacks to the day that I found out my baby no longer had a heartbeat. I can see everything hear everything. I can see the er dr standing next to the bed telling me my numbers have dropped they couldn’t find a heartbeat and there was no need for medical intervention that he wanted me to pass the baby naturally. I can see everything following that day until it was all over. The whole time I’m on my period I’m so depressed so angry. I take it out on everyone in my life. I wake up every day hating myself.