I need to vent 🥺

Today has been rough . I’m very cranky and emotional . Being 4 weeks pregnant i feel like there’s nothing but anxiety and anticipation feelings . I’m currently at my parents house and I’m ready to finally have my own place . But I’m literally on a air mattress in my dads living room with my boyfriend he wants to stay here so we can save money but I’m uncomfortable. It’s a tight , we have no privacy and i wake up annoyed everyday . I use to live at my moms but she a on and off drinker who gets out of control me and my boyfriend makes more than enough money to have our own place but he’s not bugging .

I feel like crying. I’m so emotional