Struggling to be a “perfect” parent.

I’m not a perfect parent by any means, most days I’m lucky to get a shower or change out of sweatpants. But man, lately I just feel like my life is in utter chaos. My house is a disaster, my laundry is in baskets all of the house because I don’t have time to fold it, the sink is full of dirty dishes because I can’t turn my back even for a second, I’m barley eating because of lack of food in the house due to avoiding shopping trips with two small children, and the litter box is definitely a few days past due for a cleaning. I can’t keep up with anything and I feel like I’m drowning in house work and I’ll never catch up. My two year old and two month old pretty much run my life on their schedule and it leaves me no time to breathe. I love my husband but he is absolutely no help nor does he understand what I’m going through. Hell all I really want is a hot meal that isn’t reheated frozen chicken nuggets, a strong margarita, and no one screaming at me while I’m trying to eat. Sorry for the vent but mom life is getting me and I have no one around who understands. I’m a stay at home mom so it feels like I never get a break from my munchkins. It’s my own beautiful never ending hell 😂😭