To test, or not to test..? 🤔

So long story short, I had my period last month but it was super short and kind of light compared to my usual cycle. For the past week or so I’ve had on and off nausea. Sometimes it’s right after I eat other times it’s just randomly throughout the day. I’m honestly afraid to take a test because I’ve been wanting a positive result for so long and every time I end up with a negative result it just really depresses me. So should I take a test or not..? 🤔🤨