Question at the end...

Sometimes I feel like doctors dont give us all the options we have available for personal reasons...or just flat out prejudice I was able to get off my birth control under the stipulation that I lose 20 lbs.. well I went off anyway because I have baby fever so badly it hurts like every old classmate or close friend or family get pregnant I literally turn green. My doctor mentions other medications but still focuses on "lose more weight" I've lost 45 lbs all together and this is just stressing me out and I don't know if I just keep crying it out or tell him eff you 45 lbs is enough.. I made it close to what the weight is on my Drivers license and still have to stress with losing more just so they can say " now you can start trying" I'm stressing over 20 lbs and I feel like I'm losing it mentally. So that brings me to is there a weight requirement for clomid? I've been on metformin for 6 months now and I just want to know if getting my hopes up to get some clomid soon is a dumb idea?