Doing the age of 8-9 my mom died and my father started doing drugs and drinking. He became very violent to me and my younger siblings and i was the oldest but at the time my siblings got taken with my fathers side of the family so i was the only one left the beatings got a lot worse eveybody thought my was a great person just worked and was never hime so when i went to the police they just called him and took me back to that place so after the beating that night he passed out so i ran away and lived on the streets for 2 years and survived on my own i made it out there i got involved with gangs i got raped i few times but then. Im sorry i don't have the strength to finish.