Baby due July 19 - nervous

I got a positive Monday and AF was due today so 4 weeks today!

Am really exciting but the nervous and anxiety overule the excitement!

I went to the docs today as previously had 2 mc - but they said because I haven’t had 3 they cannot refer me earlier for a scan or give me aspirin so we have to treat this like a normal pregnancy!

My partner doesn’t know yet and I am not planning on telling him until I have had a reassurance scan at 7-8 weeks!

Praying everything goes ok as I cannot emotionally or mentally go through another mc!!

Taking everyday as they come even though they feel like milestones!!