So lost right now 😭😭😭

My babies right kidney is smaller than normal and her left kidney is dilated with abnormal blood flow with a slight malrotared appearance and is dialed. On top of that there saying her head is still in the less than one percentile and that I will get another sonogram at the high risk place in another 4 weeks. Then the damn doctor tells me I might want to consider getting an amniocentesis and that the baby might need to be delivered at a level 3 hospital like Johns Hopkins. I am a damn mess and now can’t stop thinking about what’s going on and if she’s really ok. 😭😫 The doctor tells me with everything they have seen something is going on with the baby. I am a complete mess.