So i just recently had a baby 2 days ago . everything was going good in the beginning , now it’s getting kind of harder on me . any advice would be appreciated .

I decided to breastfeed and have put so much money into it i don’t want to just give up . which i’ve been wanting to do .

My son used to latch on good and now i have blood blisters and when he latched it hurts . he’ll suck on his hands like he’s hungry but when i go to give him my nipple he’ll suck for like 2 seconds or just not take my nipple , sometimes he’ll even chew on it .

On top of all that i have a one year old AND my boyfriend went back to work so i’m home alone , in pain , bleeding & running behind another baby . i haven’t had actual sleep since before he was born . plussss he will not sleep in his own bed or anything , he has to be on my chest or he’ll cry till his voice is going out . i really don’t want to give up and just pop a bottle in his mouth but i honestly don’t know what to do other than cry and wish i could sleep or know why he won’t feed right or sleep alone . i’ve tried lanolin on my nipples but that doesn’t really help , they just burn & tingle ... any advice for any problem i’m having ? 😅