It may take a really really long ass time for me to ever trust or love anyone ever again, but one day there will be a person who comes along who will cherish every moment they have with me and my 2 kids. They will be over joyed if we have a child together. They won't leave. They won't make me feel worthless and alone. They will try. They'll be happy with me. One day ill get that. My kids will finally have someone who wants to stay....😭