Family

I’m a pansexual Demigirl. I live in a catholic, conservative, strict household. Whenever I bring it up, my parents say that homosexuality is a sin made me so upset. I’ve come out to a few friends but around my parents and family I’m not myself. I put on a dress and act what girly means to them. I have a crush on my best friend and I think she likes me back, but I could never be in a relationship at the possibility of my parents finding out. Being a teen is hard enough and having unsupportive parents never helps. If anyone has advice please share it with me