Yesterday we went to a friend birthday, it was a Mexican theme . So plenty of tequila was involved. On the cab ride home we decided to order some food and contemplated going to a sex club . Fast forward an hour later and my boyfriend was so drunk he passed out. I was just scrolling on his phone (witch I have complete access to) when I got curious. I remembered a video chat where he and his friends were talking about strip clubs . So I got curious and I searched on his phone just a bit . And I found out he indeed went to a bordel. And the friend said ^brings back happy memories ^ witch means he did it more then once . This was prior to our relationship. He denied it today when I asked him . Plus his comments about here age ( she was 19 ) a teenager as he called it . I don’t know what to feel , or think . Plus my boyfriend is young and attractive why would he even do that . Plus he told his best mate I suck like a porn star he literally texted him that randomly in. The middle of the day (and he talked about my bj more then once to him and said it was unbelievable and that I give head like a porn star )kinda made me feel dirty . Plus they talked about the fact I’m a Jew more then once and one of his friends said looks like that Jewish is rubbing off on you from your girl .